▼I'm an idiot. ( Self-depreciating mood)
I should really learn to trust myself. I've been acting like a ****ing idiot for the past two days. I effectively destroyed their day. I was apparently, in a bad anti-social mood. Ha ha. Stupid of me... I can have no trouble interacting in school but thrust me out into the outside world and you'll get a self-conscious and unsure me. List of reasons why I'm afraid ( Sometimes ) to really voice opinions and participate actively in out of school outings :
- I believe that I look like shit on that day
- Afraid of much smarter people who would deem me dumb if I voice my opinion
- Especially when there are elite school students and adults with accents - fake or not( you know )
- Low self-esteem
- Woke up from a bad dream
- Had a blocked nose and phlegm in my throat
- Thus, a difficulty in coherent speech
There. Dumb right? By the way, I really enjoyed the movie ( regardless of the popcorn and the ahem ahem ) Bren Bren XD
